Last night Dave, my CrossFit Sensei, had us do 75 burpees for time with a 12 minute cutoff. He gave us a pep talk before in which he said because it was a simple own-body weight exercise, basically drop to the floor, do a pushup, hop up and clap hands over your head, there was absolutely no excuse for not maintaining continuous movement. Don't stop. Keep going. Don't hold back. All out. That is, zanshin.
It reminded me of lessons from three of my main karate influences, my Japanese teachers. I had the gift of learning the basics of shotokan from Shunsaku Koga, a graduate student in sports medicine at the University of Wisconsin-Madison, in the late 1970s, now living in Japan with his fine family. We still communicate, thankfully. I remember during kumite drills Koga-san would assail his much larger opponents and literally explode through. The club of about 60 of us formed a circle for full speed free sparring on Friday nights. I still see the image of Koga after launching one of his utterly fearless but controlled attacks and rocket-propelled punches to the upper lip, which would have killed the target had it landed full force two or three inches further than allowed. The attack began, followed through and ended in a flash, a blink. His whole body would quake as the glass shattering kiai erupted. He was behind his opponent having gone through all blocks and evasions. It scared the crap out of me and I was sitting on the floor. The look on the face of his opponent is also unforgettable. Looked like a facial prayer. Thank you God for sparring me. From those days I saw zanshin in action. Go forward no matter what.
I heard the word itself in Sugiyama Sensei's Chicago dojo. He defined it in those hot, humid summer clinics in the 1980s and 1990s as mental determination, mental follow-through before, during, and after an attack. Koga-san. I imitated what I had seen Koga do in the Madison dojo and tried to apply what I was experiencing in Chicago. My kiai got louder. My techniques got focused. Confidence replaced fear.
Nishiyama Sensei taught follow-through too. I was always shocked at what he saw that I missed in people's kumite and kata. When two karateka performed the same kata side by side I always thought the more athletic kata was better. But Nishiyama looked for more. He looked for evidence of zanshin. Like in the duel scene between the samurai and villager Akira Kurosawa's Seven Samurai. After that fight, the villager is still standing, dead, while the samurai stands behind him, calm, ready, balancing between mindfulness and mindlessness.
Thank you Koga-san. Thank you Sugiyama Sensei. Thank you Nishiyama Sensei. Dave Sensei, domo arigato senor roboto.
I did the 75 burpees in 6 minutes and 59 seconds.
Ah, burpees. I know those well. Some rock climbing friends and I would do those. According to them, "Burpees will totally make you shwoo." Pronouned sh-woah. I really have no idea what that word means or how it is pronounced, but in the context they used it let's just say it means something like 'jacked,' 'fit,' or 'strong.' Crazy potheads. Anyways, they are hard.
ReplyDeleteZanshin reminds me of mushin and the year I spent practicing Zen Buddhism (Rinzai zen) in Cambridge. During zazen we were supposed to achieve a certain mindful mindlessness, or mushin no shin 'mind of no mind.' If not you got hit with a stick. For me it went something like this: Mu (無)...er, Mu? SMACK! Fuck...
Yup, good times.
Among the bodyweight exercises, burpees are my favorite. When I first tried it out, I was gassed out by the 50th rep. It's a great full body workout.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comment, Constantine and Imerson. Mushin concept sounds interesting. Back in the Madison days some of us tried Zen meditation too. I got thwacked too. Seiza position was torture for these gaijin knees held longer than ten seconds. My shoulders were usually up around my ear lobes after a minute, a total no-no. Meditation did help sparring.
ReplyDeleteImerson, I'm with you on that. I need to throw myself down more though. I'm afraid of landing on my face. The big kids in CrossFit Works do two to my one. Need to work on getting mushin about burpees.